A Lot On My Heart

I have been super busy with my studies, and haven't had much time for anything. I have also been dealing with some serious issues and personal problems, so I've been a bit depressed and out of sorts lately.

I'm blessed that I have a loving and forgiving savior! After years of dealing with some things that were not pleasant, after years of praying that God would do something about it, I believe he is working on it now. I praise him for that! It is really hard to be a Christian when someone is constantly doing you wrong, and especially when they are hypocritical about it.

I am starting to feel like I can breathe now, just knowing that God is dealing with this situation. Maybe that was my biggest lesson, instead of trying to find someone to help me deal with it, and give me answers on what I could do, I should have just trusted that God would deal with it in his time.

There is one more thing that is bothering me that I am praying he will fix. I am going to do my best to trust that he will and not talk to anyone about it, and see what God does with it. It too is painful, but I am trusting God.

Satan is on a surge, and he is attacking the best people. I have been so emotional these past two weeks because I feel so heartbroken about a particular couple that Satan, has for now, torn apart. I would have never thought that this could happen to this couple, but I am praying daily that God will intervene and heal this family. I love them so much!

Another great couple that God has put in our path, have been a true blessing! I think they are going to join our church tomorrow! I praise God for great Christian people! And the neat thing about it, is that a lost couple is good friends with the four of us (Stanley & I, and this new couple), so hopefully God will use all of us to reach them, and we can be good influences on them and encourage them and show them love.

So even though in some ways I'm suffering with some issues, I am also praising God for what he is allowing me to go through (to teach me), and for working on some things I have been praying about.

I pray that God is working in your life!